The question of why do some people love horror films have been discussed to death. Me, I believe that the reason is similar to the reason some love to eat spicy food. It is a thrill. Some people actually believe it makes the food taste better, and for a good reason. If it makes you feel good, food will taste better. This has the same effect on movies. A movie that manages to evoke strong emotions is usually better for it. And horror is an emotion that we would rather not explore anywhere else in our lives, which, in my opinion, makes the impact of horror movies stronger than others.
So it should come as no surprise that a horror game would become a hit. After all, being able to experience horror interactively could potentially be more powerful than a passive movie. For me, a good horror movie or game is not about the scare factor – I don’t care for being startled, it doesn’t do anything for me. It is also not about depressing moments. A movie about people getting slain horribly is not scary, it’s just depressing. I have enough of that in my life.
Sorry, buddy. You’re just not that scary anymore…
For me, horror is about the fear of the unknown. About being out of control in a situation I don’t understand. It’s about the feeling of suspense. That is what many people do not understand: A good suspense does not have to break with a loudly screeching monster. Monsters, bad guys, “evil”… these are all archaic. I’ll give some examples:
Silent Hill 2
Once upon a time, there was a Blockbuster near my house. In it, there were games for sale… and for rent. There are no GameStop stores in Israel. So there I was, a brand new PS2 and almost no games. So, I decided to rent something that looked nice: Silent Hill 2. Skip a few hours, it’s 22:00. I finally get the chance to boot up the game. I love playing in the darkness, and this was no exception. The game has a nice premise: The protagonist had received a letter from his wife to meet her in the city they both loved: Silent Hill. Small problem though… she has been dead for the past few years. Once the short intro is over, I find myself at the top of a mountain, about to enter the city by foot. A thick fog covers the world. There is no more background music, only some eerie, continuous sounds. I begin my descent along a mountain path down towards what, according to my map, is the city. I cannot see anything a few meters ahead. The eerie background sound and my footsteps are the only thing I hear as I travel along the path. A strong sense of unease envelopes me. I find myself in suspense, even though I have yet to encounter anything resembling of danger. It just feels as if there is danger, more horrible than anything I could imagine. And that sound in the background… The path goes on forever, through the countryside, near abandoned farms and cars. A dog is barking nearby, or at least I think it’s a dog… I am completely and utterly alone.
Suspense is not about what you see.
And this is only the beginning. The game gets scarier as you encounter monsters and weird people. Everything feels like a waking dream, not to mention the unbelievably complex and interesting story. The sounds, the occasional music… I found myself having to take a break once in a while, regain my strength, my courage. It was an experience that I remember to this day, more than any movie I have ever seen.
Demon’s Souls
Games are not difficult. They used to be, most of the time due to bad design, which is understandable for a time when games were barely even born. It’s true that today people are less forgiving about unbalanced difficult games, myself included. However, a game can be difficult while well designed, it is just a lot harder to create such a game. I don’t know if Demon’s Souls for the PS3 is such a game, but I do know that it raised a lot of noise. So much noise, in fact, that by the time I got it, I already had a clear notion of how difficult it is. It was a game designed to kick a gamers’ ass without mercy. But in a way that would make you want to take it on over and over. Yesterday, after all that hype, all those articles and people hating and loving it for being what it is, I finally got it, and was prepared to boot it for the first time.
I had found myself feeling suspense, not unlike the feeling I had when playing Silent Hill 2 for the first time. So many people, gamers I know, had told me how difficult it was, how unforgiving. The game premise didn’t help to shake the suspense: You are a lone warrior, trying to save an entire kingdom whose warriors had failed, everything is covered in a colorless fog spouting evil creatures all around. No one is there to help you. And if you die… you don’t resurrect, not as yourself, anyway. Once you see the intro to the game, everything you feared is beginning to take shape, and in this case, it is worst than you imagined. Everything is dark, gray, and dead. The creatures look legitimately menacing. They are big, and they eat ten warriors like you for breakfast. The situation in the game looks and sounds hopeless, and I know I am getting into a game I am not even sure I will be able to survive.
It isn’t scary, but it looks like it can give you a beating.
The thing is, the game is not a horror game. You fight monsters. You get stronger, you dodge traps and you amass loot. Nonetheless, the feelings I had before starting the game for the first time were truly suspenseful, because of everything I had read, and because of its presentation, which feels like a hopeless situation.
I love it.